assalamualaikum..hey peeps ! hye my blog ! miss u damn much ! hari ni 1 mei 2012 . Selamat hari pekerja untuk semua and happy birthday to my pak lang too . May Allah swt bless u and family all the time ! amin .
So , because today is holiday aku da join larian UMNO . join cousin aku . best la ada senam robik bagai .huhu . enjoy my time walau penat and panas . huhu .
And hari ni juga buat aku rasa mix feeling . Nak kata sedih tak jugak tapi happy pun tak . in between maybe .
Aku ada jumpa a guy just exactly like him . Muka tak sama la tapi ada something yang dia pakai made dia look like him . okay here i just name that guy as Mr.N(stand for mister ninja) .Banyak persamaan antara mr.N ni dengan him . the way he behave the way he talk the he respond to other the way he laugh . Mr N totally remind me to him . totally ruin my mood .i dont wanna see or hear or relate with anything that can remind me about the past . The past that i really really dont want to remember . Aku dah tanam semua tu jauh dari hidup aku . And seriously i dont want anything to ruin my effort . But today , dah goyah sikit ... fuhhh ! no wonder rasa tak sedap hati . To MR N i really hope that momment will be the first and last i saw you ! please jangan muncul lagi depan aku . You are just like him . Everything about you that i saw , it just same like him . So , aku harap sangat kita tak jumpa lagi . Sorry , you are just a nice guy but everthing you have made my heart hurt . Living with memory is hurting me damn much . so , i dont want that memory . sorry to you MR.NINJA .
Kadang-kadang aku terfikir what happend if one day ada guy yang macam him muncul lagi dalam hidup aku ? Now i have the answer . I dont wanna see that guy anymore .
Its okay . i can live without their love because i have Allah swt . Now my focus is for my study , my family and money $$ . No guy , no love . Enough about all that ridiculous thing . tired of this . Just move on . i can dooooo... what . i'll prove it !!!!
p/s:hanya orang yang tahu akan faham entry kali ni . MR NINJA !! gonna miss you ! hope dont see you again !
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