hello..my beloved blog..assalamualaikum.wah..lama tak update.too busy with my final examination.and..hey peeps!Actually i do open my blog everyday but just be a reader untuk orang lain punya post..not in mood to update my blog ,post new entry and doing anything here.i m just reading.
my final is end.i feel the freedom but i m not happy.My last paper is truly "broken".CSC128.i can't answer that paper.seriously.And now i m feeling like i gonna repeat that subject for the next sem.Its feeling not good okay about repeating subject.Seriously its really really bad.
Rasa frust sangat.Subject tu bukannya aku tak tahu sangat and aku study bukan tak study tiba-tiba tak boleh jawab.keluar ja dewan rasa macam nak jerit kuat-kuat and nak nanges puas-puas tapi mak aku pesan kalau stress tak baik jerit.tu amalan syaitan.kalau stress berzikir banyak2.Ambik wuduk and solat.So aku diam..simpan ja niat nak jerit tu.Tapi i m totaly silent.Tak rasa macam nak cakap dengan siapa-siapa pun time tu.Just wanna be alone.
Almost a day aku diam.Bukan mogok okay.Just to calm down myself.telling my self softly to accept the fact.Benda dah buat..bukan boleh ubah.Yang perlu diubah benda akan datang tu.And lastly i did it.I m back to normal .Smile again,talk again , laugh again with them.With this is me(pkah),the secret of me(wani),butterfly fly away(dayana) and ina(she don't have blog).They cheer my day.Thanx guys.Love you ollss !
And i m back to normal.Be as strong as i can to face the reality.Terima kenyataan walaupun kenyataan tu menyakitkan.Walau aku kena repeat that paper next sem,aku kena repeat jugak kan.tak boleh lari.so, make it good.Work hard again ileya nadhira. ! Good luck to me !
p/s: setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah kan.Allah swt tak kan meguji seseorang itu jika dia tak mampu menghadapinya.InsyaAllah i can do it.
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